Friday, September 23, 2011

Wish You Were Here My Love

am so lonely tonight . i cant think anything else besides than you . you keep running through my head . now i really wish you were her, right beside me, be drown in your love . now listen to this song dear, Wish You Were Here by Avril Lavigne.

I can be tough I can be strong,
But with you, it's not like that at all .

There's a girl who gives a shit behind this wall,
You've just walked through it .

And I remember all those crazy things you said,
You left them running through my head .
You're always there, you're everywhere,
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it .
You're always there, you're everywhere,
But right now I wish you were here .

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you here .
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are .
It's who I am, don't have to try hard .
We always say, say like it is,
And the truth is that I really miss .
p/s :: oh damn it ! i really wish you were here dear . ='/

Sunday, September 11, 2011


How much I love you ?

I love you enough to fight for you,
Compromise for you and sacrifice myself for you if need be.
Enough to miss you incredibly when we’re apart,
no matter what length of time it’s for and regardless of the distance.
Enough to believe in our relationship to stand by it through the worse,
the all misery of times, to have faith in our strength as a couple,
Enough to spend the rest of my life with you,
Be there for you when you need or want me,
And never, ever want to leave you or live without you again !

I don’t know where I stand with you and
I don’t know what I mean to you.
All I know is every time I think of you,
Day and night.
Every breathe I take,
Every step I make
Yes I do since your name wrote on my love story history,
I dare to take all the pain you give even its killing me inside but,


p/s :: whatever tomorrow brings, I will be there, for you my dearest love Ivan Roddick Miguel =’)


Note note note and note . keep reading those notes more all over again …

Those notes really make me breathtaking..
I don’t even know why..

¤ Note to me ¤
She spokes all the hidden feeling inside her all this time..
About my fault, my behavior..
I know she blame n angry at me for what I’ve done..
But she didn’t know the truth..
She wrote there that I’m trying so hard to get her man back..
No I’m not gurl..
I just back to ask for his apology for all I’ve done to him all this time..
To erase his anger, his hatred to me before ‘cause I can’t accept it..
I never think that he still loved me..
Not even once..

¤ Note to him ¤
This note really make me speechless..
Both of them..
All I can say is she really love this man..
Willing to do anything make him stay but at the end she knee down to earth..
I don’t have many thing to comment ‘bout this not..
Its personal..

¤ Mine ¤
After reading those notes I feel really guilty..
I just speechless..
If I strong enough,
I will never text him again,
Change my number,
Deactivate my fb acc
And back off..
I do loved him so much..
Easy to my lips saying those words and betrayed my heart..
But I won’t let it happen again for the 2nd time..
I’m not Adelaide that y’all know 4 5 months ago..
Love is my ultimate emotion..
I maybe not perfect but I loved him with my imperfect ways..
I maybe not like others but I not easy to leave unless you do first..

p/s ::
Sorry dear for ruin your mood night tonight and because of me our plan cancelled. I love you with all my heart. You may meet people better than me, prettier than me, more beautiful than me but, I one thing I can promise you, I will always be there for when the all leave you ♥