boi you hurt me all over again ..

i know they are the same person .. its hurt you know boi ? but i dont mind . 

the only thing that broke my heart now is you want to get another using his profile ..

i am your girl remember ?

you can't hide anything from me ..

how could you boi ..

dont you know how much you meant to me ?

how much i love you ?

how much pain i got for loving you ?

you din even know..

gahhh ~ 

maybe this is the pain i should take for hurting you aite ?

but do i have to take this all over again ?

can i trough this one more time ?

do i have any strength left to face this kind of prob u gave me again ?

answer me love .. ='(

shut my mouth ..

close my eyes ..

fool myself ..

i don't care what people say ..

throw they away from my life ..

all i do is for you ..

what else you want me to do to make you stay ?

i can't be like the girls you want to ..

i am who i am ..

that 'who i am' really love you ..

truly love ..

nothing can change her love to you ..

but do you even care ?

do you ?

you want to know what i want from you ?

a heart that can truly love me without any hesitation, any regrets, any lies ..

can you give me that ?

i guess no ..

one day ..

one day you will realize how much this girl loved you ..

and that time, she can't love you anymore ..

she'll never leave you but you will ..

one day you will leave her for another girl ..

one day you will leave her for not loving her anymore while you is her world, her heart, soul and dreams ..

p/s :: my busyuk got wet during write this post and a song from 2NE1, Lonely was played . really broken herrted . cant stop tearing . uwaaaa ~ T.T

hate you ♥ !!!

wehhh . taok sik ? ku bena bencik kau kohhh . aok . berjaya kau polah aku bencik kau nak ? aku bencik kau tegal ompuan ya . dulik ku . ko mok anok2 aku tegal post ku tok xda ku kisah . anok jak cea . taok sik kenak ku bencik kau ? sbb ompuan ya ! nya ngubah kau ! kau bkn drik kau dah ! kau dah jd typical man taok sik ? aku respect kau nok dolok, kinek aku jijik nangga olah kau . benaaa . ompuan ya kenjet, kau mok kenjet dak nya juak ? hipokrit kau dah nak ? nang antap . pande nyelak aku sik rasa dirik . post ku tok kalik suoh kau mkin bencik ku . aku sik kisah . baguslah . pat ku lupak kau ouh . pat juak ku buang cinta ku ngan kau ouh .. dari ku terseksa kedirik sedangkan kau happy2 cea ngan gerek kenjet kau ya . nya servis kau nak ? five star la pok . rindok ati ehh . dah hal nya gago hal taduak dolok lom reda g panas atiku kinek nya dah dpt kau nya mok ubah kau ? baguslah giya . sumpah, kau bena dah bubah . kau hipokrit . dari segi apa ? kau tanyak dirik kau dolok . mesti kau jawab aku nok ngubah kau nak ? sial lahh .  ompuan ya ngenjet hasut kau dolok . now kau mok nyalah aku ? seriously, aku cinta mati ngan kau dolok . still tapi ku sikpat nangga olah kau kinek tok . aku cinta dirik kau sebena . aku xmok ngubah kau . aku terimak dirik kau seadanya . nya ? kau taok jawapan nya nak . dahlah . aku bena malas mok berjawab ngan kau kinek . angol ku nangga olah kau . 

love the way you are boy

p/s :: please be the real you . don't let anything to change you . don't be fake because of love . sucks ! ♥ you

15.08.2011

its my day . the day he tore my heart into pieces just by sending a  single text .. 

am broken-hearted girl ..

nothing can make me stay now ..

i'll go away from your life .. i'll never come back .. i don't wanna to ..

cos you don't want me to ..

but i still love ..

aku bawa malang kah tiap kali bergerek ? 

aku jenis yg setia .. sgt setia bila gerek ku setia .. even aku penah setia 2 years kapel thru phone sbb gerek aku masa tuh setia jugak .. aku x setia ngan kau sbb .... camna eh aku nak setia sdgkan kau sendri x setia ngan grek kau ? kau penah tnya aku dulu, if aku tgglkn dye n be with you, what will you do ? aku speechless . sggup ke kau tgglkan dye dmi aku nih ? i really want it to be but then it just a words .. i hate you n dont blame me cos you make me heart turn to him .. YOU MAKE ME !! 

tu kisah 3 bln yg lalu ..

now..

aku masih syg kau ngekk .. aku masihh ..

i still love ..

i guess it was too late for me to get you back .. i hurt you enough aite ? i torture your heart so bad before aite ? ='( am sorry . i do it for reason .. im not gonna hurt my love for no reason .. you know what ? i never should let you go before . but it was too late and now i miss you so badly .. fuhhh ~  

now should i keep waiting for you or just let you go ?

let God made his decision then ..

one more thing ..

my love never fades away .. it was there, still, always be there ..

p/s :: if you're single one day, please come back to me . i will always there waiting for you =')

Osweld Poi23 ♥

hey boy, I AM YOUR BIGGEST FAN EVER ! ♥♥♥


OSWELD POI OSENG ELY . cute name aite ? ^O^! he's a model from Filipino . lives at st. Cruz Manila . (ketara stalker) HAHAHAHA . well, i just love to stalk his profile . his pictures . wehhhh ~ only him okeyh ? hehehe . and i also got pics at my phone . 30+ of them . neyyhhh ~ boh jealous okeyh ? ^O^v he is just too handsome . i meant handsome melampau bahhh . -________________- even nya sik fames tp ya lar ku suka . sikda lar orang banyak minat nya . bea ku sorang jak . LOL . i was friend with him at facebook . how ? secrettt . syuhhhhhh ~ diam keh . org tertentu jak taok . HOHOHO . tp yg pasti nya lar add aku . weee ~ ^^ tp syg bahhh . nya ada gerek dahhh . ngokkk ~ dah nma model + handsome gney xda gerek ouh ? *toink2 ! @.@ yg pasti ku jeless aihhh . aoklahh . hope one day i can date him . please God . Amen . ^-^ hehehehe . aku S.A nya . torang xleh . ku sorang jak . (tamak) HOHOHOHO . oklah . yg pasti ku syg nya, gila nya, adore nya . =') #okbai

♥ my Osweld Poi 

p.s ♥

p/s :: i'm still in love with you even i know you don't feel the same way about me but i can't seem to get over you =')

still ♥

STILL IN ♥♥♥♥ WITH YOU ..


yeap ! i still ♥♥♥♥ him  .. why .? idk .. i don't have the answer .. but sad that he doesn't ♥♥♥♥ me anymore .. pity me aite .? HaHaHa .. nope .. it is my fault made a decision without think first .. now he in ♥♥♥♥with her .. i don't blame her but sometimes i blame and hate her so much .. why .? cos she is the one that make us fall apart .. but like i said, i can't blame her .. i am the one that make he go away from me .. i am faith to him but my heart doesn't .. fuhhh ~ *sighhh .. now i want him back but knows that i'm not a part of his life anymore .. boy, i just wanna you to know that even after what we've been trough these few months, i do still ♥♥♥♥ you .. want to know my secrets ? =') i ♥♥♥♥ to mess up your life before cos i still ♥♥♥♥ you and i never want make you out from my mind .. weirdo aite ? HoHoHo . ^O^v wehhh .. aku jeles larh tengok kau happy2 skang nih while aku merana mcm apa .. wuuuuu ~ kau jahat bahh .. dah suka tweet pelik2 kat twitter .. mmg sengaja bagi aku jeles beruh nih .. aku sakit hati sesangat sampai aku unfollow dye .. nehhh .. aku geram sakit hati ouhh .. mcm kau x tau syg kau nih kuat jeles n x pandai handle perasaan .. sbb aku msh ♥♥♥♥ kaulah ngek ! demyuu .. bongok .. xnak kwn kau lagi . bluekkk ~ oklah . kang terlebih perasan pulak kau baca tweet aku nih .. papai ! =p *middle finger for you boy .l.

p/s :: nothing i can do now than pray for having forever relationship .. i just can ♥♥♥♥ you from here .. may god bless you amor .. todo lo que puedo hacer ahora es que amar y orar a Dios que me diera otra oportunidad de estar con ustedes, que el amor por amor ♥♥♥♥

aku sayang ko eri hakuren ! ^_^v

hahaha ! sorry denk ngaco ko pepagi buta mbak ko angol sali gak gara2 blog tok . ngee ~ pa leh buat ku nang bongok blur hal blog tok . hohoho ~ blog ku tok pun ko nok molah pa suma . tok gik ku nyusah ko edit pa suma . ko sot gak mok d'mbak ku angol2 pepagi tok . hahaha ! ya ku syg ko . ko nang