Wish You Were Here My Love

am so lonely tonight . i cant think anything else besides than you . you keep running through my head . now i really wish you were her, right beside me, be drown in your love . now listen to this song dear, Wish You Were Here by Avril Lavigne.

I can be tough I can be strong,
But with you, it's not like that at all .

There's a girl who gives a shit behind this wall,
You've just walked through it .

And I remember all those crazy things you said,
You left them running through my head .
You're always there, you're everywhere,
But right now I wish you were here.
 

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it .
You're always there, you're everywhere,
But right now I wish you were here .

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you here .
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are .
It's who I am, don't have to try hard .
We always say, say like it is,
And the truth is that I really miss .

 

p/s :: oh damn it ! i really wish you were here dear . ='/

LOVE

How much I love you ?

I love you enough to fight for you,

Compromise for you and sacrifice myself for you if need be.

Enough to miss you incredibly when we’re apart,

no matter what length of time it’s for and regardless of the distance.

Enough to believe in our relationship to stand by it through the worse,

the all misery of times, to have faith in our strength as a couple,

AND TO NEVER GIVE UP ON US AGAIN.

Enough to spend the rest of my life with you,

Be there for you when you need or want me,

And never, ever want to leave you or live without you again !

I don’t know where I stand with you and

I don’t know what I mean to you.

All I know is every time I think of you,

Day and night.

Every breathe I take,

Every step I make

Yes I do since your name wrote on my love story history,

I JUST WANNA BE WITH YOU.

I dare to take all the pain you give even its killing me inside but,

I STILL WANNA STAY.

I LOVE YOU THIS MUCH DEAR

p/s :: whatever tomorrow brings, I will be there, for you my dearest love Ivan Roddick Miguel =’)

NOTE

Note note note and note . keep reading those notes more all over again …

Those notes really make me breathtaking..

I don’t even know why..

¤ Note to me ¤

She spokes all the hidden feeling inside her all this time..

About my fault, my behavior..

I know she blame n angry at me for what I’ve done..

But she didn’t know the truth..

She wrote there that I’m trying so hard to get her man back..

No I’m not gurl..

I just back to ask for his apology for all I’ve done to him all this time..

To erase his anger, his hatred to me before ‘cause I can’t accept it..

I never think that he still loved me..

Not even once..

¤ Note to him ¤

Well..

This note really make me speechless..

Both of them..

All I can say is she really love this man..

Willing to do anything make him stay but at the end she knee down to earth..

I don’t have many thing to comment ‘bout this not..

Its personal..

¤ Mine ¤

After reading those notes I feel really guilty..

I just speechless..

If I strong enough,

I will never text him again,

Change my number,

Deactivate my fb acc

And back off..

But

I do loved him so much..

Easy to my lips saying those words and betrayed my heart..

But I won’t let it happen again for the 2^nd time..

I’m not Adelaide that y’all know 4 5 months ago..

Love is my ultimate emotion..

I maybe not perfect but I loved him with my imperfect ways..

I maybe not like others but I not easy to leave unless you do first..

p/s ::

♥ Sorry dear for ruin your mood night tonight and because of me our plan cancelled. I love you with all my heart. You may meet people better than me, prettier than me, more beautiful than me but, I one thing I can promise you, I will always be there for when the all leave you ♥

boi you hurt me all over again ..

i know they are the same person .. its hurt you know boi ? but i dont mind . 

the only thing that broke my heart now is you want to get another using his profile ..

i am your girl remember ?

you can't hide anything from me ..

how could you boi ..

dont you know how much you meant to me ?

how much i love you ?

how much pain i got for loving you ?

you din even know..

gahhh ~ 

maybe this is the pain i should take for hurting you aite ?

but do i have to take this all over again ?

can i trough this one more time ?

do i have any strength left to face this kind of prob u gave me again ?

answer me love .. ='(

shut my mouth ..

close my eyes ..

fool myself ..

i don't care what people say ..

throw they away from my life ..

all i do is for you ..

what else you want me to do to make you stay ?

i can't be like the girls you want to ..

i am who i am ..

that 'who i am' really love you ..

truly love ..

nothing can change her love to you ..

but do you even care ?

do you ?

you want to know what i want from you ?

a heart that can truly love me without any hesitation, any regrets, any lies ..

can you give me that ?

i guess no ..

one day ..

one day you will realize how much this girl loved you ..

and that time, she can't love you anymore ..

she'll never leave you but you will ..

one day you will leave her for another girl ..

one day you will leave her for not loving her anymore while you is her world, her heart, soul and dreams ..

p/s :: my busyuk got wet during write this post and a song from 2NE1, Lonely was played . really broken herrted . cant stop tearing . uwaaaa ~ T.T

hate you ♥ !!!

wehhh . taok sik ? ku bena bencik kau kohhh . aok . berjaya kau polah aku bencik kau nak ? aku bencik kau tegal ompuan ya . dulik ku . ko mok anok2 aku tegal post ku tok xda ku kisah . anok jak cea . taok sik kenak ku bencik kau ? sbb ompuan ya ! nya ngubah kau ! kau bkn drik kau dah ! kau dah jd typical man taok sik ? aku respect kau nok dolok, kinek aku jijik nangga olah kau . benaaa . ompuan ya kenjet, kau mok kenjet dak nya juak ? hipokrit kau dah nak ? nang antap . pande nyelak aku sik rasa dirik . post ku tok kalik suoh kau mkin bencik ku . aku sik kisah . baguslah . pat ku lupak kau ouh . pat juak ku buang cinta ku ngan kau ouh .. dari ku terseksa kedirik sedangkan kau happy2 cea ngan gerek kenjet kau ya . nya servis kau nak ? five star la pok . rindok ati ehh . dah hal nya gago hal taduak dolok lom reda g panas atiku kinek nya dah dpt kau nya mok ubah kau ? baguslah giya . sumpah, kau bena dah bubah . kau hipokrit . dari segi apa ? kau tanyak dirik kau dolok . mesti kau jawab aku nok ngubah kau nak ? sial lahh .  ompuan ya ngenjet hasut kau dolok . now kau mok nyalah aku ? seriously, aku cinta mati ngan kau dolok . still tapi ku sikpat nangga olah kau kinek tok . aku cinta dirik kau sebena . aku xmok ngubah kau . aku terimak dirik kau seadanya . nya ? kau taok jawapan nya nak . dahlah . aku bena malas mok berjawab ngan kau kinek . angol ku nangga olah kau . 

love the way you are boy

p/s :: please be the real you . don't let anything to change you . don't be fake because of love . sucks ! ♥ you

15.08.2011

its my day . the day he tore my heart into pieces just by sending a  single text .. 

am broken-hearted girl ..

nothing can make me stay now ..

i'll go away from your life .. i'll never come back .. i don't wanna to ..

cos you don't want me to ..

but i still love ..

aku bawa malang kah tiap kali bergerek ? 

aku jenis yg setia .. sgt setia bila gerek ku setia .. even aku penah setia 2 years kapel thru phone sbb gerek aku masa tuh setia jugak .. aku x setia ngan kau sbb .... camna eh aku nak setia sdgkan kau sendri x setia ngan grek kau ? kau penah tnya aku dulu, if aku tgglkn dye n be with you, what will you do ? aku speechless . sggup ke kau tgglkan dye dmi aku nih ? i really want it to be but then it just a words .. i hate you n dont blame me cos you make me heart turn to him .. YOU MAKE ME !! 

tu kisah 3 bln yg lalu ..

now..

aku masih syg kau ngekk .. aku masihh ..

i still love ..

i guess it was too late for me to get you back .. i hurt you enough aite ? i torture your heart so bad before aite ? ='( am sorry . i do it for reason .. im not gonna hurt my love for no reason .. you know what ? i never should let you go before . but it was too late and now i miss you so badly .. fuhhh ~  

now should i keep waiting for you or just let you go ?

let God made his decision then ..

one more thing ..

my love never fades away .. it was there, still, always be there ..

p/s :: if you're single one day, please come back to me . i will always there waiting for you =')

Osweld Poi23 ♥

hey boy, I AM YOUR BIGGEST FAN EVER ! ♥♥♥


OSWELD POI OSENG ELY . cute name aite ? ^O^! he's a model from Filipino . lives at st. Cruz Manila . (ketara stalker) HAHAHAHA . well, i just love to stalk his profile . his pictures . wehhhh ~ only him okeyh ? hehehe . and i also got pics at my phone . 30+ of them . neyyhhh ~ boh jealous okeyh ? ^O^v he is just too handsome . i meant handsome melampau bahhh . -________________- even nya sik fames tp ya lar ku suka . sikda lar orang banyak minat nya . bea ku sorang jak . LOL . i was friend with him at facebook . how ? secrettt . syuhhhhhh ~ diam keh . org tertentu jak taok . HOHOHO . tp yg pasti nya lar add aku . weee ~ ^^ tp syg bahhh . nya ada gerek dahhh . ngokkk ~ dah nma model + handsome gney xda gerek ouh ? *toink2 ! @.@ yg pasti ku jeless aihhh . aoklahh . hope one day i can date him . please God . Amen . ^-^ hehehehe . aku S.A nya . torang xleh . ku sorang jak . (tamak) HOHOHOHO . oklah . yg pasti ku syg nya, gila nya, adore nya . =') #okbai

♥ my Osweld Poi